to no avail

here i am sitting in my chair, on friday night, waiting for something to happen

my schoolwork is going no where, and i'm in a daze when i sit through tutorials because very often i only barely know whats happening. physics test 7/24. chem test 6/28. econs test 4/20 (and i'm supposed to be an S paper student). if these tests are any indication of how i'll fare this year, i guess i'm pretty screwed

hockey isn't going half as well as i want it to, but maybe i just set my expectations too high and end up getting disappointed all the time

guitar playing (which ranks really highly in terms of importance :) is at its bare minimum and i think my playing ability has degenerated into the cesspits of punk rock

and i've been dogged by this irritating flu for the past few weeks that prevents me from training/running as hard as i want to and as well as i want to

ah well i guess there's alot of other things i should be happy about so i shan't be greedy and covet what i can never get and just focus on seeing to things i can change, and then i'll be a happy cheerful person with not a care in the world

but i still am sitting here waiting for something to happen